| i love |
[Sep. 20th, 2007|01:06 pm] |
| [ | tunes |
| | everything all at once | ] |
amazing
funny
wonderful
AMAZING
perfect
funnny
silly
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ilhsmicijwhtkehif
iwtghabhaepak
idthkhifaipsftw
iflialho
bapamwhsb
ijwhtsm
smfm
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| let me not do this right now |
[Aug. 18th, 2007|03:58 am] |
| [ | ah sweet emotions |
| |  creative | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | fischerspooner- kick in the teeth | ] |
i felt like i was connected with everything
i remember it so clearly
i was sitting under the stars
the waves crashed at the rocks near the dock
the smell of the sea had a very calming effect
i was listening to a wonderful song
and i could see the colors in the sky slowly change
i felt like i could literally feel the Earth turning.
so i got up
went near the bluff
where no one could see me
and i danced!
i probably looked like an idiot
but it felt so right
one after another stars started to show themselves
i made sure i caught every single one
the waves crashed harder as the sky got darker
i could see a goldish orange outline the mountains of greece as the sun set behind them.
i felt alive.
i went back to the dock, the farthest point into the sea.
i sat down again.
i saw a shooting star.
just for me.
it was so beautiful.
and at that moment i felt so small.
but so inspired.
it would have been nice to share all of this with someone i love.
i met lots of people there. my last night in Cesme i met someone nice. we shared 7 shooting stars together and talked about lots of stuff until 3 am.
it was nice. but that's all it was.
The next day i left that place.
i am going to take you with me to the dock by the Aegean Sea in turkey while the sun is setting and the stars are just coming out. and we are going to listen so good music and dance, then we'll witness some shooting stars and feel inspired together. |
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| some bad news |
[Aug. 6th, 2007|09:22 pm] |
today ı found out my uncle ıs bleedıng ın hıs braın
he was rushed to the hospıtal
my mom has been cryıng and ıs very very depressed
ı told her ı love her and she saıd nothıng... ı asked her ıf she loved me and she just looked away.
ı dont know what to do
ı am so depressed
dan ıs stıll lost and apparently doesnt feel lıke messagıng me back
levı ıs never there
my sıster ıs mean
my dad ıs lost ın hıs own thoughts
and my mom ıs bıpolar
great....
my uncle may have to have some sort of surgery on hıs braın.
everyone ıs very scared and worrıed
*sıgh*
ı could just use a hug
but ı dont thınk ıll be gettıng any
ıts not faır |
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